u/Dry-Season8909

You see, I am try to write about young Maeglin that never got to left Nan Elmoth but somehow his father&mother still die anyway and he kind of getting adopted by the sentient forest at a younger age.

I think of giving the outside pov to his cousins or uncle, It isn't his pov this time so i can't excuse him not mention 80% of the horror that happened.

I had try researching around forums plus wiki and the books. I still feel a tap lost and not quite confident in my own knowledge. lot of thing is happening and i am having hard time place the time line and who is who and causing what.

I would die of embarrassment if i get some well know fact wrong. Literally.

So if anyone have anything to recommend, documents or even vdo on YouTube or something i would be super greatful.

Time like this i reminded yet again of his emotional immatureness.

He had a fight with my sister, want her to move back to the house to work near us so can could earn more without needing to pay rent for house and such. But i guess afer being alone and experience freedom my older sibling(24) did not want to come back.

my family is had problems, verbal flights between my parents is the norm. Me and my little sibling had to keep watch on their fight to try mend thing and if we can not, avoided it so we won't be in the cross fire.

As for today topic.

Our house is right next to small market and our cat would go roam outside for a bit after it closing time, and before we all go to sleep my famliy would told me to go out and get her inside. Sometime i could not find her so i would let her roam a bit more which is the case today

But my father just had a fight he did not win with my sister, so when i informed him of this, he said to me

'Is it so much a burden, you don't do a damn thing, should i just shot it and get it over with huh?'

Which is insane. An insane sentence out of an insane person mouth. I was stunt for a minute because what the fuck even is that

I confronted him of course, i was half way out the room when i hear that and had to walk myself back because what the hell.

When i told him i walk around the market place in the dark three time and mowed loudly to all her out. Give reason that my mother would open the fornt door and wait (out catsually walk back herself if it is very late anyway)

He keep saying 'Just go find her, get the flashlight, just go find her, is it that hard, just go find her.' over and over again like broken records. It is a habit of his when he was pick a fight even when he know full well he is he one being unreasonable.

He keep repeating a point. Usually an order to get me to do something.

When i walk away he would put another words out like the last word in fight mean he is winning it, so i just stop and dead stare him, chewing on my sweet bun and watch him for good three minutes.

Watching him lose that confident and insaness, he walk in a tight circle, look at me then and there to see if i still stare him down and keep walking in circle not saying anything. Then he lock himself in the bathroom.

My take is he was upset at my sister, so he try to pick a stupid fight with me to feel like he is in control. Too damn bad, i ain't taking his bs.

I love our cats more than i love him tbh, not the first time he threatened to kill them too.
I wonder when will be the day he slip and tell me he would shoot me as well. ha.