u/Dry-Operation-1698

When I was 15 I used Discord for the first time, I had joined a server with a mix of people ages 13-17. At one point me and some other people had made friends with someone who has 12. She was very sweet and friendly, and admittedly I liked her a bit but I know that I couldn’t act on it, but in my head I think I said to myself that if I wait a few years then maybe we could be more. I told myself that I was acting like a big brother to her and that I didn’t see the issues with being so clingy. I look back and realise that I was really weird around her. Never did I do something sexual or inappropriate but god my behaviour was really weird. I feel like a pred or groomer (been put under ST/SH due to feelings of self hate and stuff I’ll keep to myself)

When I was 15 I used Discord for the first time, I had joined a server with a mix of people ages 13-17. At one point me and some other people had made friends with someone who has 12. She was very sweet and friendly, and admittedly I liked her a bit but I know that I couldn’t act on it, but in my head I think I said to myself that if I wait a few years then maybe we could be more. I told myself that I was acting like a big brother to her and that I didn’t see the issues with being so clingy. I look back and realise that I was really weird around her. Never did I do something sexual or inappropriate but god my behaviour was really weird. I feel like a pred or groomer

When I was 15 I used Discord for the first time, I had joined a server with a mix of people ages 13-17. At one point me and some other people had made friends with someone who has 12. She was very sweet and friendly, and admittedly I liked her a bit but I know that I couldn’t act on it, but in my head I think I said to myself that if I wait a few years then maybe we could be more. I told myself that I was acting like a big brother to her and that I didn’t see the issues with being so clingy. I look back and realise that I was really weird around her. Never did I do something sexual or inappropriate but god my behaviour was really weird. I feel like a pred or groomer

When I was 18 I was beating my stuff to girls who I believed at first glance were my age and older on YouTube and TikTok doing trend and sexually toned dances and stuff. Now I’m 20 and look back in hindsight and think that maybe it wasn’t a good idea, as some of those people were probably younger than I had given thought. I regret it deeply and while I understand I haven’t broken the law in any way as I’ve researched, I’m concerned that maybe people won’t like me anymore. (I put this under ST/SH, as I am kind of contemplating stuff rn as I’m losing my mind)

When I was 18 I was beating my stuff to girls who I at first glance were my age and older on YouTube and TikTok doing trend and sexually toned dances and stuff. Now I’m 20 and look back in hindsight and think that maybe it wasn’t a good idea, as some of those people looking back were probably much younger than I had given thought. I regret it deeply and while I understand I haven’t broken the law in any way as I’ve researched, I’m concerned that maybe people won’t like me anymore. (I put this under ST/SH, as I am kind of contemplating stuff rn as I’m losing my mind)