u/Dry-Log5448

• Got 80%ile in jee first attempt.
• drop liya tb bhi idt mei 99+ ya fir adv mei badhiya rank laa paunga which is necessary for the AI related branches.
• parents are in favour of drop year but again as i mentioned ki high chances ki even if i try hard i won't be able to make it to the top branches
• (core branches mei engg krne mei na interest hai na hi future dikh rha)
• and obv private mei toh iss janam mei na lun. T_T
• And therefore i'm thinking to go for bba mba courses from tier1 institues as its more practical and accessible for me. (Interest bhi hai)

So its my bday today and that's itself is the most depressing part of the day as it makes me realise what i hv gone through in these years. A lot of pain and grief is what i hv received for being nice and kind in the majority of bonds, the same ppl who keeps you on cloud nine and make you feel as if you're really imp to them, are the ones who are later gonna dump you and make you feel trash. Personally i feel that it's just my luck or an intrinsic issue that I haven't been very good at keeping bonds, even when I tried my best and that is what disappoints me atp.

But also on the good part, I'm blessed to have my parents and a couple of good frnds who are there supporting me at my highs and lows. I feel it's just that by the time you turn 18 you realise what the world around you is like, who should you trust and where to invest your precious time and efforts.

I hv a lot more to vent out, but don't wanna ruin my mood anymore, so maybe some other day. Also if you read till here, Thank you <3.

• Which might be the best for placements and mba in future?
• Being a pcm student and having interest in maths/bussiness, I believe fia would be best but again a lot of doubts. (just don't want to get regret later)

So basically can you marry your fufa's niece (in Delhi UP region)??