There are so many layers to this. I’m struggling with cptsd, I’ve been waking up with anxiety everyday for a week.
The gang stalking online is so unhinged. I’ve blocked over 150 fake accounts, including the main accounts of the central person and their family/friends (that I know of). I’m on a healing journey and I’m documenting my healing journey online but everything I post online, I feel, is being dissected and discussed and interpreted and twisted. It’s people that I use to work with when I was going through the biggest traumas of my life. There’s so many layers. I don’t know where to start.
They will gangstalk me forever. I’ve been in therapy for years. I even convinced myself that I was the narcissist. I’ve been living in guilt and anxiety because I can see where these people are coming from. But I didn’t do what they think I did, they are convinced that I put witchcraft on them. But all I said is karma is real and they will understand what I am posting about one day… people started dying. It wasn’t because I “hexed” someone or because of who I pray to or what my religion is. I felt bad for all these people. But I also don’t want to have anything to do with them.
They are hellbent on making me uncomfortable forever. We live in a small community where everyone knows everyone. My husband’s community. I am the outsider.
How do I heal from the smear campaign? How do I prove to people that I’m not who these people say I am?? I’m pretty sure they are making fake accounts with my name and causing conflict with people. 😭