My girlfriend is an extremely volatile person in terms of her emotional stability
No matter what I do, or how I do it I'm always the bad guy
I'm having panic attacks, have done self harm and had to enroll in therapy (for which she said, "be a man", you are discussing our relationship with another woman)
Used to try getting out of this relationship but she harms herself on video and forces me to watch it. If I try to leave she threatens me with suicide.
I tried talking to her about possible therapy for her own mental well-being, she said "I'm not that weak"
I think my only escape is just giving up on life or taking it. But I just love my life soo much that I can't bring myself to do it. I want to live I really badly want to be happy, I worked very hard to be happy.
She is taking everything away from me, I wish I just cease to exist tomorrow, I'll be heartbroken about how my family will be but I just can't live like this anymore. Please someone save me
I'm just cutting myself every other day, I can't live like this