I apoiled everything in perfect relationship
Hi,Im 24M and i loved my friend of 4 years(F24) and once we got officialy together, Bam! something hit me,i started ruminating on her mistakes, on her past, her behaviour,doubts, honesty.I felt so anxious that if I did not see her everyday I would go crazy,but even if i saw her,then i was stressed because I did not feel love towards her and that made me miss days before relationship.i felt no excitement anymore.even her face became strange and unknown for me(what the hell does that even mean?), I could not do anything but to overthink ab our relationship and especially ab her.Doubts about her honesty was killing me,every little detail,that she was not telling me, was making me crazy and I was numb,stressed and trapped in a relationship,i did not feel well in.But i really adored her before telationship,so what happened?