u/Domain8910 — reddlx

I started my new job 6 months ago, classic desk office. I am 24 for context.

It's 6 months in and things are not going great. I and other colleagues are part of a new project and I feel behind more and more. The 2 students from our team now more about the project then me. I ask questions...a lot. I try to keep track of everything but some things just don't click at all. I started reading the documentations in the weekend also and for a few months I average 9-10 hours per day with 30 minutes break to get back to work.

I also forget a lot and my manager told me 1:1 that I rush to much into the task, don't have patience and don't pay attention and I repeat my questions often. I feel my attention problem its getting worse and worse(I live with my parents to save money, they told me I always had attention problems and they blame the computer, videogames, phone and other things)

It's just I can't seem to grasp some concepts, new things are constantly coming in, constantly changing with the team, everyone is also tense because we have high targets per month in processing time and I am just tired of all of it.

Maybe it's just I don't put more work into my job or maybe this is just my limit and that's it. Although I have a feeling I might get soon fired because the company as a while will go through cost reduction measures. My only advantage is the German language, can read it and speak it at B2 almost C1, that's why I got the job.

It just feels I am going backwards more and more and the stress is destroying me and I disappoint everyone around me.

Commission done by ProgramTerrible7140

Part of my larger Graymalkin Prison rework where Dr Casales is still alive, I decided to also bring some new things into the Children of the Vault as a whole.

The chaotic duo, or how Corregidora likes to call them, "dumb and dumber" are part of the social group called the Pride and Joy of the Conquistador, made up of Sangre, Serafina, Perro, Aguja and Fuego. The strongest of their time and true family, not just a cohort as many suspect.

Aguja and Fuego are the closest of the 5, always hanging together and always getting in trouble one way or the other. Aguja is fiercely competitive while Fuego doesn't want to get left behind his favourite sister. Both are hasty in their actions and the Pride and Joy (and especially the leader of the group Sangre) got into trouble because of the 2 more times then can be remembered.

But while everything seems fine, especially after the Childrens of the Vault own resurrection protocols were established, our dear Fuego will never forget her sisters screams, seeing her torched corpse and living with the fact he once killed her.

While Aguja dismissively tell him that it is not a big deal, especially now since they are all immortal basically and it's the fault of the mutants, Fuego will never forgot that day where he got tricked into killing his own family...hence his fire burns ever brighter to extinguish the mutants once and for all...

For any lore questions, please don't hesitate to ask and things will change with time of course!