u/Dogestruction

im 16 cis guy, but i don’t know if i like who i am anymore and am unsure if i want to continue being a guy. as far as i remember, i’ve been having ideas about being a girl since i was like around 7 maybe, and i always passed it off as something like “maybe in another life”, but now i’m realizing i likely only have this life, and i want to find who i truly am. like, sometimes i want to be a girl, but i’m mostly fine with being a guy, but i’m also thinking i’m just scared of transitioning and fully committing to being a girl, and it goes on and on and on like this. for the past few weeks i’ve just been scared and confused and all this shit and i’m unsure where i would even start if i did try transitioning. i’m worried because of all the oppression against trans people i’ve been seeing in the us where i live, and somewhat want to wait until i can like move to canada or something to be safer, but i don’t know if i want to wait that long. it feels good to get these ideas out somewhere but it still doesn’t give me much clarity on what i want to do.