u/DoesntCatch

I’ll just keep things short. About last week I relapsed and extra dosed my medication. I was doing quite well, 1+ year of using my medication as required. Because of the relapse, I ended up having to use time to call out of work. Time that I needed to go on the trip.

I knew this as it was happening. I legitimately tried to stop myself. Get up, and go to work. I couldn’t. I don’t know why, but I couldn’t.

I ended up handing the ticket a good friend of mine. They’re having fun on the trip, which is nice.

I hate myself. I really do.