Never been more depressed in my entire life :/ I hate this all consuming fucking disorder. I’m so convinced that remission isn’t possible and especially not for people like me. My life is just a series of constant fuck ups and mistakes. What god damn waste.
Edit: Wow thank you all for your comments and for sharing in my frustrations. I was afraid of receiving backlash but I’ve gotten an outpour of love and understanding. I probably jumped the gun by posting what I did, it was my first post like that that I had ever made, I had a really bad episode today and had no one to talk to. Thank you all for the love. We can do hard things, I hope that it will all work out and be okay. I try to spread positivity as much as I can, I definitely lacked on that today. I hope all who understand are okay, I’m sorry you have to share in how I felt today. Sending love to all of us with BPD, this shit is tough 💗