does what i am saying makes sense?
I'm severly depressed from the last 8 years and because of that my mind has stopped working and i've lost interest in everything.. The usual reclusive stuff right? well keep it aside just tell me how can i fix this.. because what i think is..
A person can only do a thing or learn a thing if he is "interested" in doing it or he "wants" to do it.. if not then he can only push it to certain point but not enough to make it worth the effort.
Like suppose.. i "want" to pass the JEE mains exam.. so i will try my best even if i fail..
I am "interested" in learning guitar.. so i will try to learn it..
RIGHT??
But as i am not interested in things.. i am doing it with the sense of getting some outcome out of it... which is not good.
Suppose i am reading a book.. not because i like the book.. but because "if i read , then my reading skills will get better , my english will improve bla bla" and it defeats the purpose of just enjoying things.
My point is.. whenever i do anything.. as i am not interested in it.. so i do it with the intention of "Work" .. and i cant do it for long because of that... and because of that i cant put in as much efforts in a thing so that i can become good at it.
Anyways.. this thought just came to my mind because i am learning coding rn.. and i am not at all interested in it.. i'm trying to do it from the past 5 years but i am still at the beginner level because i just cant do it.. if you cant relate its like suppose you suddenly start learning "weilding" , "AC installation".. basically random things.. which you are just not interested to do at all.. HOW WILL YOU FEEL then?