It's totally unbelievable how a few months ago I couldn't imagine myself having sex and in the last 2 weeks I had sex 2 times
Well, the title is very self-explanatory but to go deeper in this (Funny combination of words), since my first experience near to having sex, that was a few years ago (like 2021/2022) I never wanted to have sex, I had the (obviously wrong) thinking that even if I was the one getting it (sorry I don't know the terms in English) a 100 times, there was supposed to be one time where I would be the one giving D, and that was something that got me far away from sex for a long time, but 2 months ago, when I started HRT, I started to feel better with my body and my brain was a moment of self discovery when I said "Hey if I wanna be the one getting it but I sont wanna give it, no one can force me to give D to someone"
And well as the post said, since I discovered it I started to look someone and a month ago aprox, I started dating a guy, and that, and he's really cute, and lovely and he really really cares about how we both feel about sex and that, we just had oral sex, cuz I wanna wait a few days/weeks more for the next step, but it's actually really great how the sex now it's something present in my life, and I love it, I love that my boyfriend cares about giving kisses and hugs and that, and not just putting his D in me, and he also cares about me feeling comfortable asking me something before doing it, and that, it's really great, maybe I'm being you know, I'm basing this a lot on how I'm feeling right now because we had sex like 2 hours ago, but I don't care, for me, rn sex is amazing