What people say about me is really getting to me
I have a bad dorsal hump nose, im very self-consious about it and anytime anyone sees me its the first thing they make fun of. "jew nose" is what almost everyone says. everyone says im jewish because i have a big nose. I dont have anything against jewish people but i dont have a "jew" nose and its getting to me really badly. Enough to push me to tears and to not want to leave my house again or go into public or meet anyone new without getting plastic surgery. It also just pushes me away from dating even more. People tell me im attractive or whatever or that I could get a girlfriend if i wanted to get one but like I just dont think anyone would want to be with me especially if im getting made fun of for my nose. Its not even an insecurity that i developed on my own its just been people making fun of me constantly over the years and im just done. I just really wish i was made normal. sorry to vent but i feel like i need to put this out there because i dont have anyone else to talk to, everyone i think i can talk to is just gonna laugh at me and make me feel stupid for feeling this way. thanks for reading