We broke up a week ago, she has been an asshole to me for the last 6 months, I decided to help my mother with a surgery she had that would take months to heal, I stayed with her and then I decided I would come back to college because my career wasn't working out for me, because of this I quit working, she treated me like shit over it and has been breaking up and coming back for months, completely shattering my mental health, now that I finally told her we should just break up she starts talking to me after a couple days, just to tell me all the things I did wrong again and treat me like complete shit, for no reason, just because she had to get it off her chest acording to her.
I didn't ask or anything, I just said I'm sorry you felt like that, then she told she wanted to make things work but I didn't answer immediately. She deleted the comment but the next day I fell for it like an idiot and asked what she meant, she took hours and hours to answer each comment I sent, and when she did she would talk nonsense, like she started talking about a movie and how she cried when the characters talked about their relationship and I was like that's okay, but please answer why are you saying this things she said, 'what do you want me to say?', and 'why I couldn't get over her', I was like you're the one reaching me and telling me all this things, you sound like you are not so sure what you want and she said 'I'm just baffled I used to love you and now I feel nothing', I exploded and told her she was an asshole for playing me like this and acting dumb when she knew she was just torturing me for no reason, she pretends like she's just innocently telling me all these things but we both knew why we broke up and she was gloating and being hurtful for no reason. Right now my head is spinning, I blocked her after telling her a couple of truths, but I just feel so bad, I know I shouldn't but this whole thing is killing me, I feel so betrayed and hurt by someone I used to love so much. It's killing me.