u/Dizzy-Local-3913

I’ve lost my one and only friend of five-ish years, and now I’m realizing they were my gateway, or whatever, to meeting new people and making friends. And tbh, I want to have friends, no matter how much I say I don’t/don’t care.

The thought alone of talking to people I don’t know (even people I do sometimes) makes me want to shrivel up and oofer gang.