u/Divinekeitchiro

What does it mean if I (a non binary (AMAB) person) person falls in love too fast but when it gets serious I'm way too scared about it. I've had a crush on a girl once and as soon as she paid interest in me I thought "no that's too much for me" and ran away. I think I really loved her but the idea of just being friends was so much easier and more comfortable. I don't know what's happening with me. At first I thought I was into boys but after some time I realized that it wasn't for me. I call myself pansexual but more.in the neptunic way. Can anyone understand that feeling and can help me understand my feelings. I'm so confused 🥲😕