I’ve been in a relationship with a guy for the past 2 years. Recently, I found out that he cheated on me by messaging random girls on Instagram and Snapchat, subscribing to certain channels, and masturbating. I was always honest and loyal in this relationship, so this really hurt me.
When I found out, I ended up self-harming. Out of anger and frustration, I told my parents to create a matrimonial profile for me since they had been asking about marriage (I’m 25). Now I have a profile, and I’m getting a lot of good proposals. Honestly, it has helped reduce my insecurities.
But I’m still with the same guy. I feel like if I leave him, I’ll overthink and spiral mentally. Right now, we’re in a situation where I’ve decided I will never marry him. I plan to end things next year after my course is over. However, he’s now asking for another chance and says he will change.
I’m confused about what to do. Should I move forward with the matrimonial proposals, or should I give him another chance?