I want to celebrate 1 year of breaking with my ex
It's been one year at the end of the week. I finally broke up with my ex, with whom I had my first relation ever. I have been through so much sorrow and grief, anger, hate, despair, only to realize, as the time passes, that this relationship was so heavy to me.
I don’t regret experiencing this with her, she's not a bad person and in the end, I wish her the best. But she hurt me so much, betrayed me and disrespected me. And I'm now happier without her.
I wanted to celebrate the breakup. Because I endured things that I now realize were injust and hurtful. I want to celebrate this breakup to thank the past me who decided she was done being understanding, forgiving, nice, etc. I want to thank the person I was one year ago, who was terrified of breaking up but felt that she could not take any more of this.
I want to celebrate how brave I finally was when I said "it's over", and how I made myself free.
But I don’t really know how to celebrate, since my friends are busy (end of the semester exams haha). And idk I don't want to talk about it all day or whatever... but in some way I don’t fully understand, it feels important to me.
[English second language, sorry if I did some mistakes, and thank you for reading]