u/DiligentIncrease1973

edit: thank you for those who provided scripture, I’m new to this And not many churches speak on this topic.
this morning I woke up slightly and started self pleasing and realized what I was doing even though I wasn’t fully awake I was a bit conscience and still diddnt stop.

after it was done I felt sick to my stomach. I diddnt watch porn but my mind had it’s own made up images.

It’s hours later and I still feel horrible.

i never self pleased on purpose since I started my walk in 2024.

I feel like unclean even after asking for forgiveness. What now?

I am taking care of a man who had a stroke. all I have to do is keep him company. no lifting twisting or hard work.

the sunset in my area is 8:40 pm now. Is it a sin if I work after the sunset?

I’m new to the faith so go easy on me please

weird dream I had earlier where a college campus I attended, got infected with slime some black substance. I can only describe as the venom from Spider-Man. We were all in the college hall or some kind of room. I don’t remember, but we were all gathered together when an outbreak happened one person.

With the slime did was caused a person to become really, really strong, crazy and erratic. I took up a hero role along with a few others to save the rest of the people and beat up the person with the slime inside to get them to stop

Once we got them to stop, the slime would escape them and try to infect us, but they couldn’t get to us so they tried to get to other people. It was so chaotic we were all running through campus Trying to run from the slime.

The dream happened in like sequels or prequel. It almost felt like it was a movie. That had a part one part two part three. And each time I was there to prevent the slime which turned into a worm, and the worm started infiltrating people’s minds. Once the worm got inside, it did the same thing made them strong made them crazy attacking all that. I saw a few familiar looking people in the dream like old coworkers, friends, and family.

Later in the dream, we had a system in place to keep the slime at bay. But someone wanted to open the door to let the slime/worm in Because they underestimated its abilities. He got infected and said that he can control it and use it for good. But it didn’t turn out great.

Almost everyone died. I managed to escape the building with my brother. We were being chased by a slime dog. Outside looked post apocalyptic dessert type. mad maxish.

I hopped on top of the car because I couldn’t get inside and my brother started driving and we were running away from the slime then dream ended.

I have no idea what that dream meant. But I did have a rough day prior to the dream. I was very stressed at work dealing with a toxic client and it caused me to feel extremely exhausted

Update: it’s since over and ready to go haha but I was told I’m getting extra pay for being here so I’m sticking around. it’s so awkwar. I don‘t Rbink they want me here either soooo…

so I’m gonna get straight to the point umm my client is currently having sex with her husband in the living room while I’m in the office adjacent.

I’ve never been in this sit ever!!!!

i feel uncomfortable and I want to leave.

I’m here until tonight. we are both in our 30s. i get she wants to get back to normal but dang girl!! couldn’t give Me a heads up.

please distract me with notifications!!