I am an intern that works crazy hours. I met this guy who was my coworker about 10mnths ago and we became really good friends. He would flirt and touch me playfully from time to time and I think we bonded together cuz of how much we struggled together. Towards the middle our our internship we started having moments. I can’t take it anymore. He is taken and yet he starts acting all flirty with me like he’s single. I can’t help myself cuz I am so damn attracted to him . I am pretty comfortable with him too but we don talk about feelings though. The girl friend came to where we work and she’s a dear. I have distanced myself from him but every time I meet he either ignores me or becomes way to close to me. Like today, he kept giving me side glances ans I tried to smile at him but he just looks away. Idk his deal. Idk if he wants to start something with me after all of this is over or if he’s just playing. He has mentioned a couple of times that he wants to hang out with me more after all of this is over. Idk how’ serious he was but gahhhh! I just can’t with him. I know liking him is wrong which is why I have distanced my self from him but seeing him everyday is inevitable. I started liking him in the first place cuz of how flirty he was being. He is honestly a douche bag.
There is also this guy that I met at my workplace. He is let’s say a customer and it’s illegal to date them. He has kept calling me and he even bought me gifts. Idk what his intentions are but I just can’t seem to like anyone else but the douche bag. I hate myself for this.