u/Different_Emu_6008

I'm [20F] and I'm genuinely soo tired because of the way everyone treats me. I do my own work as well as work of others but at the end everyone just cusses me out. Words like chtiya and haramkhr no matter who I try to tell about this problem the answer always is ignore it like why should I always ignore it. Everyday for every little thing. Everyone treats me like I'm not even human I genuinely feel like leaving this world might give me peace but I really don't know how or what to do. I still have like 2 years left for my college to complete and I know for a fact I won't be allowed to leave. Everytime I try to talk back I'm physically beaten or pushed. I am tired of living like this I just want to spend a day comfortably in silence and I don't think I will ever get one.