u/DiccDaddy69

My (32m) gf (31f) got upset with me in Thailand after I jokingly referred to her as my little Lockheed - after the bomb company Lockheed Martin - because she clogged a toilet so bad it required hotel staff to unclog it. I didn’t out her so the two hotel staff probably thought it was me. This is not the first time she’s blocked a toilet, so she’s got history bombing toilets, hence why I opted for the nickname my little Lockheed. Needless to say, she was not happy with the nickname but no-one else knows about this. For all we know, those two poor Thai hotel staff probably still think it was me.

AITA?

Hello r/shrooms 👋🏻

I’m looking for a bit of reassurance in tripping. I (32m) want to take my first macrodose using psilocybe Mexicana truffles but I’m just worried that I’ll flip out or perhaps go hypomanic/manic.

A bit of background:

• Currently diagnosed OCD and medicated at 50mg of Sertraline.
• No history of mania in self or family.
• History of hypomania in self (but this is complicated).
• Bipolar disorder type 2 previously, had FMT done in 2020 and it cured me of it.
• Have done cocaine, marijuana, ketamine and MDMA, all without inducing hypomania or mania. If anything marijuana calms me right down. I have also microdosed psilocybin fairly regularly for the past 6-12 months.
• I struggle to go above .1g for a microdose, I feel the usual body load symptoms, lots of nervous energy, irritability and angst. This is also despite the fact I take Sertraline. 0.05g is the most I can handle of beginner strains (golden teacher for me). 0.05g of Melmac for example was quite strong for me.

Has anyone with OCD or a previous history of bipolar 2 tripped and had a grand time? I really want to do it, but I’m just scared I’ll have a bad trip and do something I’ll regret or worse, go into mania or psychosis (despite no previous history).

Thank you all and mush love 🍄‍🟫🍄