I’m 19 MtF I live in the UK and I’m absolutely miserable, I don’t really have enough money to medically transition (or buy anything I like), I can’t find a job no matter what I do. All of my friends are in Uni and are busy so I have no one talk to or validate me, my parents aren’t supportive and sort of pretend I don’t really exist. I don’t talk to any family members or anyone online. I’m really depressed I’m constantly in a mental struggle about my identity and who I’m supposed to be, I think about suicide all the time and I’ve self harmed. The only person I have is my partner who is lovely but is always working and I put too much stress on talking about my issues. I genuinely don’t know what to do to feel better.
I’m looking for some advice or just some positivity I’ve never posted on here before.