u/Dhoom8

I live drawing but can’t draw anything. So any video from where i can learn drawing easily like drawing people, building,nature,etc.

I have problems with myself. I don’t know who i am, what i am. I can’t understand what is my goal or hobby. I am literally confused so much confused. Its been 4 years i tried to find my goal but I can’t. I am so confused what should i do. Today i think i should be this but tomorrow when i wake up i think i am not interested on that think.

I am a boy and i am from Nepal. I am 20 year old. I am at 11 class. I have a huge problem. I have to take care of my family cause they are old. I don wanted to see them doing struggle for me in this age. But i know my brain or mind is like illusions. Sometimes i think i should do business, sometime i think i should go abroad to study. I am literally confused i am not capable to understand what i am. I am weaker like girls skinny body can’t do heavy work like my parents. Its very hard to find part time job also for weaker people. I am fighting with myself since 6years. I am tired of everything. I am tired of life. Sometimes i wish i 🪦. I didn’t know myself how can I survive in this world.

I am so curious to learn about Buddhist. So if you can explain me about Buddhist and Buddha than please.!

I think my time has to come and I cannot handle it from now. I know must people thinking why but I don’t want to tell. Nobody wants to listen my words all think I am stupid,foolish and idiot maybe i am it.