So short story, I was interviewing for an MBA college recently and there I literally met this person who was so eloquent and charming in her conduct that I was totally blown. It was like someone that I should have been, someone that I wanted to be.
And this whole encounter just motivated me so heavily that I went home started studying for like 30 days straight 8 hours everyday, with a proper schedule, no motivation, nothing but one day I found out that girl had blocked me on linkedin(I really don't know why) but since that day my entire cycle of hardwork just broke and Now I am back to my old YouTube watching loop and wasting my day phase.
I thought I had developed a proper habit by doing this for more than 21 days and I never had any issue continuing or pursuing as well but as soon as that block happened, now I am back to square one, unable to even brush daily
Does anybody, why did this happen, why did it stop and can I control it somehow??