So, as the title says, I purchased an account on their site and they claim that accounts are delivered within 24 hours and if that time is exceeded you need to contact support. I contacted support via email and Discord and got no response. Has this happened to anyone?
So, here is the update. After a difficult argument, I ended up coming out to my girlfriend again over a phone call. We decided to set a boundary: one week of zero contact to give her space to process and think.
When the week was up, we met at a park. The moment she saw me, she hugged me, and we started talking. She told me how much she loved me and described the future she had always imagined and wanted with me (which, honestly, really hurt to hear).
But then she said something that is now completely burned into my head: she told me she wasn’t able to support me in something that was going to "destroy" me and cause me more pain. She started talking about God, saying that He had a path for me since I was born, but that I have the choice whether to follow it or not. She even told me I should seek psychological help to "deal" with this.
And you want to know the worst part? I caved.
In that moment, seeing her face break my heart, hearing her talk about our future, and seeing the hope in her eyes... I fell for her words. I love her so much, and I just hoped she could accept me for who I truly am, not for who I am supposed to be. But something inside me just froze. It didn't let me tell her that she’s wrong, or that transitioning is what I actually want.
Now, I’m second-guessing everything. I know this path is going to be incredibly difficult, but I just want to feel fulfilled for once in my life. I’m terrified and scared of her, scared of my family, scared of my friends. I don’t want to end up more lonely than I already am. I just don't even know what to do anymore.