u/Desperation-Aside

So, I'm 25 and I discovered that I'm pregnant. I have SO many reasons not to be. 1. Genetic chronic pain that I don't want to pass down. 2. My man already has a kid... with my older sister... My family hates me already, and they would disown me if I were to keep it. PLUS, even if I did keep it, I'm possibly dooming my baby to a lifetime of pain from the second they hit puberty until they die of kidney failure. I hate the thought of aborting my baby, but the thought of forcing it to live in a world with no family and possibly a crapload of pain is mental torture. I'm crying because I don't know what to do. Please help.