Day one
I (20M) posted yesterday about my breakup which was not exactly the best thing to happen. Today I woke up and felt invigorated. I'm taking care of myself and I'm prioritizing the little things in life that I took for granted
Talking to friends that I had neglected felt nice. Even some of them gave me hugs and comforted me. And it got me thinking, when was the last time I had a hug from someone other than my gf. So that hug really helped me. I'm grieving yet feel relief I get to live my own life for now and I might be able to find someone who supports me and loves me unconditionally
But it's only been a day and while hanging out with my friends I asked him "is it bad that I don't feel much grief" he said it's situational. I was emotionally abused for months I trusted this girl with everything yet when we broke up I felt freed with nothing to attach to
776 days was the final count and every one of those days I made her the priority not me that was probably my mistake.