Am I aego?
Okay so a few years ago when I had my first boyfriend, we were kissing and all, he was kissing my neck and it all felt pretty good and then he started dry humping and then asked me to yk get nked. I kept refusing and pushing him and shit eventually due to some stuff he had to leave.
And then again after a year I had a girlfriend, who kept begging me to let her touch my genitals and asking me to touch hers and shit. I did not feel comfortable at all but she kept begging me so I eventually gave in. And this was all like 4 years ago. So rn idk since when I started to not feel attracted to genitals, be it female or male. I only like pressuring myself and I don't like when anyone else is involved. I like porn asw. But I stop watching it once dck comes on or they get yk involved in it be it homo or hetero. So im really confused on what am I and whatever i am is it innate or acquired cause idk how I felt before all of this happened I don't remember anything abt my sexual preferences before the gf bf thing