M20 F22 is this okay?
I've been dating this girl a for a couple of months now, she's everything I've ever dreamed up tbh, she's funny and smart and everything else but I feel a form of guilt, because we were friends before we got together and she was in another relationship, it was a really bad relationship where he cheated and such but she was too scared to break up with him, so I unintentionally gave her the courage to break up with him, but at the time I wasn't trying to get with her and didn't have feelings for her, I learned this later on while we're dating but we both gained feelings for each other when we met but 5 years later, the feelings were on and off, I feel guilty now because in the past I had an ex when after we broke up almost immediately started texting my best friend and next thing yk they're together and actively were doing it, mind you him and and 2 other people were roommates, so I got trauma with that because of the trust and everything else, but I hate feeling like I'm similar to my best friend that just took my ex, I feel like I did that, mind you I have never met her ex only heard of him, but her and I are happy together, going strong for 5 months, I treat her better per what she says and that she wishes she was with me 5 years ago, but I feel like I'm like my was best friend and it haunts me sometimes
At what point will I be okay with my situation or how do I go about it?