u/Desir-Arman07

Today is my birthday, turned 24 today and honestly it doesn't feel like anything. Does this happen to everyone else too? Like no excitement, no happiness, nothing.

Today was also my farewell but I’m not attending cuz I don’t really feel like it. My clg friends are telling me to come over, but I feel like if I go there I’ll just drag myself through the whole thing and pretend to enjoy it. I feel so dry inside, I don’t even wanna show up there.

What feels weird is how my school friends are almost completely cut off now, they probably don’t even remember my bday anymore. And even within college, the people I’m super close with 🤣... it’s just funny how distant everything slowly becomes.

Meanwhile I’m getting birthday wishes from random apps, mutual funds and companies lol.

Ofc my brother remembered my bday and honestly that meant something to me. But apart from that there’s just no joy today. I don’t even feel comfortable for some reason.