Leaving
So I have been married for 5 years together and 10 years & in those 10 years I didnt have any support system since last year that I decided to contact my family over my mom not speaking to me because she disliked my husband. I was 21 when I decided to leave my highschool sweetheart 5 days after marriage to go with this dude. I know dumb but whatever I guess im paying for it now for wanting to know what’s out there. So I have an autistic non verbal two year old and a 5 month old baby. In the hospital this man was vaping!! I said that night to him im done and I cried so much holding my hours old baby after that he asked if he should leave & I said no because I was embarrassed for my mom to know what was happening so I let him stay. My mom did everything the 3 days she was at my home taking care of me then after hell broke loose he was worse left me alone for days straight knowing I couldn’t go up & down the stairs & I couldn’t do that with c section but I did! And over all treated me horribly didn’t care for my well being didn’t bathe the kids nothing so now that our lease is ending may 31 I want to leave next week with my children but I am so nervous please tips ideas prayers anything.