i dont know what to do
my boyfriend and i have been for a bit over a month now and have known each orher for about 2 months . i met him online and we live in different countries but as of late i have felt trapped and constantly pressured mentally for myself and the relationship . we are both mentally unwell and i believed that we could help each other by being in a relationship , but it has seemed to do the opposite. i feel as im constantly walking on egg shells, with every thing i say has the chance to start an argument and him going at me for an hour as i constantly apologise . this also happens if i do not give him the attention he seeks , as if im not constantly on call or texting him he will go into hysterics and hurt himself and threat suicide causing hours of fighting and apologising . this is my first relationship and it is mentally deteriorating but i do not want to leave as i fear he will commit suicide , and being in another country i do not know how to prevent this . if anyone could help i would appreciate it thank you