Was about to log out of Roblox since I am done playing my fav Roblox game, then I saw my ex’s account online. I froze and quietly stared at her account’s icon. Yeah it made me go back to square one. My ex is probably playing with the new lover. Gusto ko lang naman mag Roblox hahaha…
Welp, time to make myself busy again para ‘di ko na maalala.
After my breakup, I feel like I finally took off my rose-colored glasses and started seeing the relationship for what it really was. During it, I kept focusing on staying positive and fixing things, brushing off moments that didn’t sit right with me. But now that I’m looking back, all those small things I let slide are starting to add up, and I’m realizing I wasn’t the only one with issues. I used to question myself a lot, wondering if I was the problem or if I could’ve done more, but now I see that there were patterns on both sides that made the relationship unhealthy. It’s a weird mix of clarity and pain, because I still miss her, but I also understand now that what we had wasn’t as balanced or as safe as I once believed.