I can't talk about something with my folks or any one else really, but it is staring to really get at me and I don't really know what to do
Basically, this isn't something overly distressing but it is something that is starting to warp my perspectives on certain people and I can't really discuss it with anyone I know. I haven't got any friends (I stood up for myself for the first time ever and for that I became alone, good riddance to them) and this is a really sensitive thing that I can't really discuss with anybody in my immediate circle of support.
It isn't LIFE-ALTERING or SUPER DARK but it is certainly dramatic and a little surprising, It's just messing with my head that I know this and I made this account so that I could seek some conversation and hopefully get a better understanding.
Would prefer chatting in DMs, someone related to this uses Reddit and I'd rather keep conversations private rather than airing dirty laundry where loads of people could potentially see it.