Deism & Agnostic, Half Theist, Half Atheist
From my experience with many different encounters with religions, and pressure from family to yield to one, I developed a mixed feeling towards this topic.
From my perspective, I question the universe starts and ends. Like what if there will be a start point and the end point of the universe? Following the Big Crunch theory, Heat Death or Big Freeze are the publicly-accepted theories of an ending of a limited-unlimited bubble realm that we're confined within. It's a vast space, but maybe it's a prison and also a countdown for whichever exists inside of it and I make the question, if this existence is confined and on a clock, then whatever the rat-race today, or billion years later of our species, or whatever species there are, it's still a guaranteed end point.
If we use the opposite argument and say the universe is unlimited and there will be no end, which is very illogical to believe and unfathomable by our human mind.
Or we can simply say, we're just existing in a plane or realm or multi-verse, amongst an unlimited planes or realms or multi-verse or even spiritual realms where the existing planes are finite but we can migrate across with future technology and continue the existence of intelligent lives.
Or maybe think in a different way, our universe is a string theory, or a loop quantum gravity exists in a large entity, in which it's an infinite loop of things. We are a quantum realm of another realm and we have our own quantum realm and that quantum realm also has its own quantum realm. Or maybe we're living in a body of a god already.
Then after all those arguments that ran in my head, here is the choke point, our minds are trapped into looking for the origin of everything and finding an end point of stuff. Even though we have the Infinite symbol to represent the unfathomable, we still can't put an end to the questions of what, where, how are all of these come into the play? People answers Big Bang Theory, then it's gonna be the next question of what was there before Big Bang? Nothing. And our human minds continue to question it's impossible that there was nothing then there was something being created by nothing. And the vicious cycle continues, asking the questions of all, what was before X and the funny thing is this may be our infinite question as well.
Then here is my argument of god or gods, is that I believe in a god that created everything but also I don't believe such god exists because the vicious cycle of who created god(s) will continue. I think even if such god exists and created things, this entity never care about humanity, we may be just a coincidence, or something let free roam unmonitored and being created randomly just by clashing random atoms. We're less valuable than a quark to these entities' eyes even though we believe we're smart.
Yes here I am, whenever the topic arises in my head, it's always a tragic never-ending loop of questions where they lead to nowhere.