…as in it seems really hard to believe, if not impossible, that people at work actually like me, actually enjoy my company, and actually like and appreciate the hard work I put in.
so everyday she not only asks almost everyday if the men there are sexually abusing me or forcing me to give them sexual favors so they could help me at work, but she also asks almost everyday if my coworkers treat me well or if they’re treating me like garbage. And EVERY DAMN TIME I answer NO to BOTH questions. Fuck, I’ve been answering NO to the sexual abuse question everyday since I‘ve first been away for college.
You’d think that she’d lay off a bit on asking the sexual abuse question everyday if all my time in college, my answer has always been a resounding NO
But NO OP, you dumb bitch, that would be like expecting her to push a boulder from sea level all the way to the tip top of Mount Everest!
Anyway, the fact that she asked the coworkers treating me well question wasn’t what pissed me off the most. It was the fact that after I said no, she asked “how do you know they’re treating you well?”
That actually got me so mad and so close to cussing her out (can’t do that, very conservative Christian family), but I bit my tongue and said that they respect me.
And her entire tone and vibe was like “oh is that so?” and “oh really??”, like why tf am I trying to explain myself and justify myself to this cunt about people at work actually liking me?
I think it does have to do with the fact that a family friend that referred me to the job was basically an asshole to me and complained about me to my APs the entire time I was going through the process before I officially joined. But everyone else was actually really nice and helpful to me, so that just basically makes everything else null.
I know I shouldn’t take everything they say to me at heart but if I’m basically around that type of energy 24/7 every single day and all my friends that are polar opposites of my APs have been away for years and are out basically enjoying life making a good, comfortable living wage without dealing with parents like mine, then it‘s really hard not to have that type of shit get to me