I M31 have a crush on the builder (M33) but not sure what to think?
So bit of an odd one 😂 I am gender fluid I guess, I realised recently I’m not specifically attracted to a gender but it’s the personality that I well and truly find attractive - still working some stuff out so bare with me.
But there’s been a builder working on the house I rent at, it’s been like 8 months now and took me a few months but now have conversations and a bit of banter. He’s a really nice guy, done some things for me he really didn’t have to and gave me his number for a work purpose citing that if something had gone wrong I could call.
I don’t know his situation it’s not something I feel comfortable asking but there’s just interactions that happen that get me thinking and now I find myself always thinking about him and get anxious when it’s the morning and he’s due to arrive.
I’m autistic so I really don’t understand a lot and I’ve never had an actual relationship (glad I can finally say that out loud) so I have all these thoughts of him thinking I’m odd or I dunno. He likes my dogs and always wants to give them treats he bought for them and fuss them etc
How do you navigate it ? I personally think he’s just too good for me like he’s seriously perfect so I dunno do I just leave the house and rent elsewhere to get away ?