u/Demi_thebanana

Have a great day everypony!! :D

I HAD SO MUCH FUN AAAA:D

I genuinely am struggling currently. I want to relapse so badly currently and I really could use some advice. I’m trying to stay 3 months clean due to my blood being deathly low. I don’t 100% think I want to be clean, but right now I’m trying to recover a bit from my last relapse. I can’t help but feel like my scars are insignificant and small, especially due how much they shrunk from how deep of them were. It makes me feel so invalid. I’ve been almost 2 months clean so far. I’m really really trying. (Although it’s mostly forced recovery).