Longest crush and I don't know what to do anymore
so yeah, I'm 17 and a girl. and like all seventeen year old girls, i develop a new crush every other week. not with this one. it's been 3 months(according to him, 2 to me), and i don't know what to do.
we've been talking on a regular basis for all that time. and I've developed strong feelings. thing is, guy is low effort and nonchalant while I AM THE EXACT OPPOSITE. i know I should leave because the guy doesn't know what he wants cause he's in an on and off relationship with someone. and im not being met emotionally.
I try to withdraw, but he's always there starting a conversation mostly out of boredom cause i don't think he likes me like that. but then, during my withdrawal episodes, he once asked me to help me find him a girlfriend. and you can imagine at the time i was happy. cause you know the tikotok thing, if he asks you to find him a girlfriend, he's talking about you. but then, at the time, i said comment reserved. and later on, when i was out of mind, i thought of telling him that i finally have suggestions for the new gf. but i asked if he's out of the relationship, and he said, "Not exactly."
for clearer context, he's the whole reason for this whole thing. was walking around, and he threw an ice cube at me . When I got home, I got a text from him apologizing. not exactly apologizing because he blamed gravity and energy for like 95% of the whole thing. but yeah, that's how it started.
i really don't know what to do. hence I came here. if you were in my shoes, what would you have done?