What do you think my typing is?
These are just some pictures that I find funny, or feel good to look at, or just make my heart happy. I like chiikawa
I like to talk to lots of people wherever I go and I like to help people and make them happy. I love to play and joke and sing and dance and have a lot of fun, but sometimes I get very embarassed of myself because of this. I can't seem to find that perfect "in between", I either feel like I'm too uptight or too unserious. When I am having fun, it feels performative, but when I am serious, I feel like I'm not being serious enough, and I am only pretending. I like to think about a lot of things and I'd prefer to keep myself occupied than do nothing. I don't dislike solitude, but I get lonely super easily and I'd prefer company. I have no real favorite animal and I honestly can't decide what to get as a pet because I can't choose one, they're all so cute. My hobbies are all interconnected with eachother and are mostly artistic, like music, sewing, drawing, painting and cooking. I look forward to big events and I especially love planning and throwing parties. Especially planning. There's something so exciting and satisfying about having a vision and coming up with ideas to set in motion. Planning the party food is my favorite part. I don't like having fun alone, and I want other people to join me. I get curious and ask a lot of questions, because I find a lot of things cool. I try not to judge because that's stupid, and also it's not my business unless you make it. Definitely a very "live and let live" sort of person, and I love going on little adventures and meeting new people. Ironically enough I get paranoid super easily and am very self concious, so sometimes I get scared meeting new people, but my itch to get to know them and make a good first impression overrides the fear so I end up talking more than I think ha ha. Whenever I love something, I make it clear to EVERYONE. Like, I wear it, talk about it, and think about it so much. Which is kind of funny, since nobody really "knows" me. Like, not many people know my likes and dislikes, or my thoughts and opinions or feelings in general. Not because I'm closed off or anything, I'm an open book, I just forget to tell them sometimes, because I've lived with myself for so long that I don't really find myself interesting enough to talk about. Sometimes I'll think I'm super mean and confrontational, but when I get to it I always try to diffuse it. People have consistently described me as "chill", and I've been called a "social butterfly" (both as an insult and a compliment). I can tell when people don't take me seriously and it makes me sad. It makes me feel like I'm not a real person, and I've felt that way enough for two lifetimes already. I always want things to be perfect, and if it's not, I give up on it, which is a habit I am trying to break. But no matter how badly things go, I always try to have hope, and even if nothing is hopeful and I feel sick to my stomach, I just force myself to keep going, because I know that there is a future to live for, even if I do not believe it
I'm really super curious to see how the internet will type me because I've gotten varying results from different tests, but mostly they bounce between two specific types, so I'm interesred to see what you guys think!
