Are we saveable???
I've dated this guy going on nine years. We have kids, we have kids together too. He didnt tell me he was bisexual. I found messages between him and other men. I was completely broken i couldn't believe it. He lied for years about it. Finally tells me after i find messages that hes meeting up with one of them. He tells me he wants to cockhold and that it wont effect us. And hes never felt closer to me than he does in this moment. That i never have to worry about him leaving. The conversation goes on for weeks, months. Him parading different guys through my dm. Then nothing he has regrets wants to be a better person. Wants to get married. Now i find all of the other chics hes been following, adoring every tit pic posted. We've moved to his home town and guess what hes back to wanting to cockhold. I feel untethered im tired of chasing him. I cant compete with men. And im not these little makeup layered girls flashing what they have. I love him so much but i just dont feel like i can be enough for him. And i cant talk to him about it im automatically wrong and worrying to much. My hearts in turmoil what do i do😭