u/Delicious-Passage433

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This sucks. We can’t even be cordial with each other. I still have so much love for you. But you are moving like it’s fuck me and you know what … it is what it is. I’m done begging you. I showed you so much grace , gave you so much love and you never looked back once. You act like I’m the one that left you and blindsided you. The one that used you . The one that moved on in 3 months. I should fucking hate you, but I don’t. You are still in my heart. But I have to stop letting you hurt me. You abandoned me. You left me. You don’t want me. I have to accept that, move on and heal. I didnt deserve all of the pain you caused me. I deserve someone that chooses me. That will never quit on me.

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I’m so sorry that I have been such an insecure chaotic mess since we broke up . I have accused you of things, I have hurt you , I have questioned your character, thought the worst of you, shared my fears about you with others, overall I just done a lot of fucked up things from a place of pain and insecurity. I pray God covers you in his grace. I pray you find happiness and peace within yourself. I love you.