u/Defiant_Bobcat6222

It's not my fault. I got told today that I don't have a soul. That shit hurt. You can't blame me for being this way. I got forced to bury my dreams, watch everyone I loved walk away or die, got framed and ridiculed for something I didn't do, got lied to and manipulated to the point where I questioned why I was still alive and made me hate the world. I can't even remember the last time I cried, whenever something hurts me, my mind goes blank, few minutes later I don't feel anything anymore, I hate it. Being numb isn't cool like in the movies, it makes you rot on the inside and slowly become dysfunctional. I hope and pray that no one reaches this point in life, you don't even want to die anymore, you just feel so hollow that being left alone to destroy yourself feels comforting. No one deserves to go through this the way that I have to.