I hate my life and it’s just getting started
I did bachelors in CS engineering in 2022 and couldn’t go for masters because of family finances even though I scored high on the entrance exams, and 4 years later things are barely better. Right now, one motor accident of my father later we have no family savings, I lost 2 years of savings to a cyber fraud incident where the perpetrators masqueraded as police as even put surveillance on me, this still sends shivers down my neck thinking they were tracking my every minute thinking what a fool I was getting defrauded. Since then I have had insomnia and was diagnosed with MDD and had to take medicines for a while. I want to pursue a career in ecology or similar natural science further but am stuck in a Salesforce consultant job which I can’t quite because of my father’s debts I still need to pay off. And I’m 26 right now and because of all this haven’t been able to date in the past years either, and even now I cannot find confidence after the fraud to go on dates and even if I did and I do want to get married but don’t know how I will afford that either particularly if I do manage to switch careers, which right now I can only imagine through getting a masters first. All this could be manageable if even I had someone to share my problems with and get some feedback but alas!