My ex husband and I were together for 14 years. I asked for a divorced because I realized there was no love, passion, or desire on his part towards me. He moved two apartments down from me.
A year later, the FBI was knocking asking questions about him. He ended up getting arrested for cp. He had been on their radar since 2017, with the assumption that he has been doing this much longer.
We were no longer together, and we were no longer talking. I did process it and am healing from, not just the relationship, but this new knowledge.
Last month, he pleaded guilty. This month, he's going to be sentenced.
Tonight I had a dream about him. It was as if meeting him today and he asked me questions about how long I knew about his cp addiction. There was no love on my end, but there was a familiar connection of friendship. In the dream, while I knew what he was going to jail for, the real consequences and significance of that was muted, enough to have a conversation with him.
The last time I talked to him was right outside the courtroom before he pleaded guilty. We politely said hello and he asked how I know about his court date. I answered it's all online. Then I said, something like, "We actually don't have to talk, so I'm going inside." I had no desire to talk to him.
But today I'm worried that something will happen to him before he gets sentenced. I want to reach out to him to see if he wants to see his pet dog (that I kept because his apartment didn't allow pets). I don't know if even would want to see his dog because eventually he stopped visiting the dog, even though we lived so close for an entire year. (Although I think it's because he started dating another woman and she didn't want him to interact with me).
I just think the dream was weird and I'm worried he'll end it all before his sentencing. What should I do?