u/DeerFair8664

Who else wanna have a secret letter sender friend, what i mean is someone or bunch of people who lives abroad ( not from you country ) and you exchange letters with them from time to time, i really wanna do it. It feels like litterally guys you can talk about anything and you sure the other one while not judge or ignore you or tell you whatever comes to their minds. those letter friend xan help you out even with one advice that came from them in an honest way and they are really people who makes the effort to send you back a letter which really matters, adding to that the fact that you guys can express your opinions/perspective/sadness/happiness/thoughts or anything comes to you minds and you still gonna feel free. I AM LOOKIGN FORWARD TO DO IT TBH

(20f)

so i had a close friend that we actually had a very good harmony together, we basically spent a lot of time together eventhough we knew each other for a short period of time. After a while i had really bad family problem that got me depressed and i could not move on, so i became that weird, pessimist girl that talks to no one with all negative energy. Anyway, because of that period of my life, i was sensitive and what happened is one day he did an irrespectful thing (kinda mock me infront of a friend but he though he was just jocking) so i got mad, eventhough he still think he was kiding so when i got home i dm him and actually had an argument: i said kinda mean personal stuff to him so he did but let's say i was more harsh and subjective then kinda never talked again, we muted each other and after months i removed the mute and he did so and back to normal online(but we never talked). They thing is that, it been like 10 months and i been able to got my shit together and to change for the better, and i start thinking that he might owe me an apology (i mean i am thinking abt the good time we spend together and the good things that he did to me) eventhough i know i also might owe him an apology too. I feel the people that really caused me pain and suffer are the one that i still in touch with them(eventhough i am obliged too) and the one that kinda really meant to me (friendship) we don't.

Do you think i should let it go or should i dm after all that (i know he will accept it and it might give a possibility to make things right or to just end it in a good way i mean at the end we had a strong friendship anyway and he been good for me as much as he can i guess).

so i had a close friend that we actually had a very good harmony together, we basically spent a lot of time together eventhough we knew each other for a short period of time. After a while i had really bad family problem that got me depressed and i could not move on, so i became that weird, pessimist girl that talks to no one with all negative energy. Anyway, because of that period of my life, i was sensitive and what happened is one day he did an irrespectful thing (kinda mock me infront of a friend but he though he was just jocking) so i got mad, eventhough he still think he was kiding so when i got home i dm him and actually had an argument: i said kinda mean personal stuff to him so he did but let's say i was more harsh and subjective then kinda never talked again, we muted each other and after months i removed the mute and he did so and back to normal online(but we never talked). They thing is that, it been like 10 months and i been able to got my shit together and to change for the better, and i start thinking that he might owe me an apology (i mean i am thinking abt the good time we spend together and the good things that he did to me) eventhough i know i also might owe him an apology too. I feel the people that really caused me pain and suffer are the one that i still in touch with them(eventhough i am obliged too) and the one that kinda really meant to me (friendship) we don't.

Do you think i should let it go or should i dm after all that (i know he will accept it and it might give a possibility to make things right or to just end it in a good way i mean at the end we had a strong friendship anyway and he been good for me as much as he can i guess).

so i had a close friend that we actually had a very good harmony together, we basically spent a lot of time together eventhough we knew each other for a short period of time. After a while i had really bad family problem that got me depressed and i could not move on, so i became that weird, pessimist girl that talks to no one with all negative energy. Anyway, because of that period of my life, i was sensitive and what happened is one day he did an irrespectful thing (kinda mock me infront of a friend but he though he was just jocking) so i got mad, eventhough he still think he was kiding so when i got home i dm him and actually had an argument: i said kinda mean personal stuff to him so he did but let's say i was more harsh and subjective then kinda never talked again, we muted each other and after months i removed the mute and he did so and back to normal online(but we never talked). They thing is that, it been like 10 months and i been able to got my shit together and to change for the better, and i start thinking that he might owe me an apology (i mean i am thinking abt the good time we spend together and the good things that he did to me) eventhough i know i also might owe him an apology too. I feel the people that really caused me pain and suffer are the one that i still in touch with them(eventhough i am obliged too) and the one that kinda really meant to me (friendship) we don't.

Do you think i should let it go or should i dm after all that (i know he will accept it and it might give a possibility to make things right or to just end it in a good way i mean at the end we had a strong friendship anyway and he been good for me as much as he can i guess).