u/Deep-Individual5513 — reddlx

Years of wondering why the fuck my boobs are so big and why I'm so fucking short and endless nights crying myself to sleep because my body is an absolute fucking abomination only to realize every single fucking doctor I've went to prescribed me fucking estrogen even FOR FUCKING MENTAL ISSUES I GOT PRESCRIBED MEDS WITH FUCKINT ESTROGEN IN THEM

People are soooo scared of doctors filling their kids with hormones and transing them but IT'S ALREADY FUCKING HAPPENING AND IT'S BEEN HAPPENING AND NOBODY FUCKING CARES

Testosterone will do absolutely fucking nothing at this point why don't I just kms rn

Also I'm 17 so don't be weird.

Edit: y'all I'm afab and ftm trans. Why do you think I wrote "my boobs are so big" instead of something like "my chest is so big it looks like I have boobs" goodness gracious.

Edit 2: Wow. I'm truly touched. I'm not good with expressing myself at all, but, a somewhat heartfelt message is written below.

I only recently found out I'd been on e unknowingly. Like, 4-6 months tops. I felt so, utterly alone. The queer spaces I was in were dominated by trans women who couldn't relate to me, some even ridiculing me for feeling this way when it's their dream. Some telling me to calm down and that I was overreacting.

I'm sorry so many of you suffered, and continue to suffer, like me. Thank you for typing your sweet comments. It feels like I've been alone for so long, and all these thoughts and feelings I've bottled really made me lose touch with the reality of it all: that it'll be fine at the end. Maybe it won't be a 100% good, but it's not over for me yet.

Again, thank you. I hope we can all grow beautiful wings.