u/Decent-Muscle1228

I work as a camp counselor for kids ages 5-12 and I get heavy intrusive thoughts about doing things to the kids or thoughts about their genitalia. Never would I ever act on such bizarre thoughts but I’m worried that people or the kids will be able to see it on my face somehow. I know this is silly of me to think since I have absolutely zero attraction to children but idk I’m worried about it. I love my job so much k want to do it every year but every time I see a kid I’m stuck with these disgusting thoughts. I’ve thought about seeing a therapist but even having to say it out loud would be too much for me I think. What should I do? I love my job but I want to protect these kids too.