u/Deathstroke00007

idk where to rant about it but i have failed. failed to be with the person i wanted. failed to convince my parents. the situations were too messed up. but sometimes we are helpless we can fight with everyone else not with our parents. cant be too cold towards them at this age. the thought of agar inko kuch ho gaya to just ruins everything. i feel like a failure i gave up on my life i dont feel anything anymore. will this feeling end.

The feeling of ruining someone's life kills me from inside. i guess i wasnt the man she wanted me to be. i couldnt abandon my family.